"Can you see how we thought we might be able to do better, thought? How we could have supposed that maybe you didn't deserve all the excellent thing of this world?"

When did it become okay for someone to decide whether you deserve something or not? What makes that person qualified to judge? What is right or wrong? How come there is only a right or wrong?

Have you ever been angry with a being, for judging you? Now have you ever made a being irritated for judging them? In this world there is a right and wrong, but when was that established, and by who, if I may ask? Well, People of Faith would state that it all started with Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden, and that God judge them. But if you were to ask a psychologist or philosopher he would probably state, that right and wrong were started by a human who felt superior to another being. And by my guess they would even include saying, it is most probably was a man, for their early sexist beliefs. But why according to the Bible we are all sinners. If we judge each other, it would sort of be like, pointing your finger at someone, but yo have four more fingers pointing back at you. And why isn't there a middle. From my own belief there is a middle. The reason to this thought; everything in the world has its balance and this topic has one to, only the world has not found it yet.

But I leave you with this: without war there wouldn't peace, without failure there wouldn't be victory. Without hate there wouldn't love!

Reading Journal XIX

"What will you see, after we're dead?"

What happens after we die? Does heaven or even, hell really exist? Could you still roam around the earth, while being dead? Do you reincarnate? Do you know ones you have died?

Thanks to God, I have never been in a situation were I am at my life's peek. However, I have been in danger, and the some of the most horrifying moments of my life. About a year ago I went to T.J. to visit my family for Christmas. My Aunt had taken me to the nail salon to get my nails done, obviously. But had we not known that our little bonding would turn into a horror. When The lady was about to finish, putting on the top coat, a man with a ski mask knocked on the window -door. The lady had locked the door, it was barely 6 o' clock, but since it was winter it got darker earlier. The man and his posy locked as all in a bathroom. We were all afraid to come out, we stayed in for about half an hour, until, we heard one of the clients. That was the most terrifying thing that has ever happened to me.

You know how they say, "MY whole life flashed before my eyes!" Well, that didn't quite happened to me. The whole time i kept thinking, how if something were to happen to me, how my family would react. But especially, my little sister. I was sad,that I wouldn't be there for her, when she grew older. How would she react to the fact that I am dead, and is never going to come back?. So to me I don't really care what happens after death, because the only thing that worries me is how much I am going suffer leaving behind the ones who love me most.

Reading Journal XVIII

"An urge to follow him hit me with such strength that I gasped. Almost as if I had no will of my own, I stepped off the sidewalk and hurried after the mysterious person, who had just reached the edge of the tree line that grew along the outside wall. "

What is intuition? Where does intuition come from? Why is it so hard for us to follow our intuition?

Intuition is the feeling in your gut, constantly telling you the opposite of what your mind is telling you. I have come across many obstacles which have trained me to follow my intuition. I have asked a couple of people the question: If your mind is telling you something, but your mind is telling you another, which will you most likely follow? Unsurprisingly, they all answered: my intuition, but it may vary due to the circumstance.

I used to be very different just about a year ago, but my life turned upside down and was forced to follow my intuition. Afterwards I have the nerve to sat that I have definitely grown-up more. And I am not talking about being serious all the time and having an answer to everything (which frankly nobody in the entire universe has a clue). I am talking about having to be grown -up when things do not go my way, having to be grown-up just when my life can't seem to get worse,it does!

So I leave you with this why would our "soul" give us a feeling, which would hurt us, either mentally or physically?

Reading Journal XVII

"Don't be sacred... it'll be okay... we'll make it be okay."

Are humans capable of controlling their fear? Can you make something be okay? And if we can't is it fair to deceive a person like that?

First of all I am the kinds of person who needs a lot of comforting in order to not feel scared in a difficult situation. And I really do think that we do have the power or ability to make everything okay. (We just need some Brain Power.) There is a saying in Spanish which I really believe in: "Querer es Poder!" Which means, "Wanting is Making it Possible" But the thing is we, as humans can sometimes be lazy and somewhat ignorant and sometimes leave our problems to the universe... But then again that is just my opinion! When someone lies to us we get angry, mad or irritated!! So is it okay for someone to lie to you in order to give you comfort, and make you feel better? think about it for a moment. Why should other people have to lie to make us feel better. I mean giving us hopes and dreams that may not even exist or will happen. Isn't that just us bad us people pulling a really messed up prank on you??? Please leave your thoughts and opinions, or even questions !

????What is Media????

Media to me is a way to communictae in a more wde matter. It can also be anything that influences you in any way!!!!

So do you have media in your life???!!!

Reading Journal IX

My current book is in Spanish and it explains how you can comunicate better with your guarding angels. This book starst off with explaining how many types of angels their are and what their categories are. The book really surprised me becuase I knew about this types of angels. But supposedly they were really cute, but turns out they are half horse!!! I really have not gotten to read much.But that there are these certain types angels have 3 pair of wings, one pair covers their faces, another their feet, and the last pair just holds them. And that the Archangels and Angels are the closest form to humans than any other form of angels. This book seems to be really cool and interesting. I am excited to see what else it will teach me and surprise me with!

My Book!

My chosen book is breaking dawn, by Stephenie Meyer.